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Posted By hannah0807 on Aug 29, 2010 at 5:43PM

sorry for nt blogging for so long :( my blog had to go thru some servicing stuff. anyway i know we're already gg  into 3 weeks of ramadhan but let me just say it..salam ramadhan mubarak too all u friends out there..jazakallah :) alhamdulillah i hvnt gotten my period yet, but it kinda worries me. usually id get it aftr 2 week straight.

working together with fasting was a real eye opener for me. it was mind draining and tiring , to be with kids because they burn out your energy often, esp with active kids like mine. usually i end up with 0% energy by the end of the day.

i hvnt even started school, which is a real bummer. and its annoying too . if its one thing i wanna do badly now, is to study. study n then get into a good university offering pre school learning. im gg to cancel FLTC. they keep telling me that they are going to forward it to october. which is so annoying. i thought of joining SEED institute. i heard its quite good. im gg to enrol in november's full time diploma course. can't stand part time i guess. im no light sleeper. :(

well i guess i'll b updating now and then. have no serious thoughts of cuttinng my hair. though i am keen on doing it soon. but its too "sayang" to chop off my locks :(

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Luge and Skyride

Posted By hannah0807 on Aug 14, 2010 at 9:08PM

 

yeap we went to Sentosa on Tuesday after work :) it was fun fun fun! loved every moment of it. the luge was AWESOME. its true what they say. one ride is never enough. haha! when i was on the luge all i did was feeling-feeling race car driver gitu..hehehe. the skyride was kinda scary at first, eveyone knows how fearful i am of height. warned tb there is gg to b a possibility i would cry. and i really did. tapi brape second je. haha. towards the end i learnt to have fun and put aside my paranoia. i was so worried e cable would break :S tb wanted to go to the beach for awhile and complained tt the $6 train ride to sentosa isnt worth it if we ddnt go but i complained it would be too hot so he gave in (aww u sucha sweetie darling) and we went to vivo instead where there's aircon! hehe. stopped at the pet store to see the stuffs needed 2 buy the hermit stuff and seriously contemplated on a cage and one hermit. but we forgoed it because we thought it was too expensive to buy there. watched a movie (i forgot the title but it was about an earthquake in china in 1979. good story!) and went home after that. :) :)

 

anyway, i'm sorry if i havent been updating much lately. dont feel like theres anything worth blogging nowadays. anyway, my readers are limited. only 3 people know my blog HAHA! i dont like my blog to be open to public. so i'll update whenever theres a need to ok? do drop by. :)

 

xx

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i love you

Posted By hannah0807 on Jul 28, 2010 at 10:27PM

i dont know why you do this to me. you're a serious pain in the arse most times and you always go against your words. you make me feel like you dont love me as much anymore and you make me feel like you don't care. i'm not sure what your motive is, though i dont know whether there really is a motive behind it. whatever it is, i feel very hurt and upset that you're doing this to me and hence my tantrums and unhappiness and anger. i know i dont look good when i'm feeling like this, i mean, who does right? i just can't help it. when this feeling overwhelms you, you wouldnt know what to do. you'll stay rooted and your mind's in a blur. Sometimes no matter how much someone says they love you, you do realise that words are nothing compared to actions. you tell me that you love, but where's the prove? Sometimes thoughts do linger in my mind, and i have no answers for it. Why is he doing this to me? Does he still love me? What have i done that resulted in all these? Does he still care?

 

I still do believe that somehow or rather the spark between the two of us will never go away. who knows, we'll move on one day, find another person to love, get married, have kids, carry grandchildren. each one of us living our own separate lives. can you imagine? i can. i can imagine living a mundane and monotone life everyday without you. maybe i'll love the other person, but i know i can never love him as much as i love you. its nearly impossible for me to just give up on this relationship just like that, because we both know we have given each other so much love for the past 2 years and it would be hard (impossibly, actually) to let go of. if we lead separate lives, we'd be thinking of each other everyday, mourning about the loss and stupidity, unhappy about life, and so on. it sucks to think about it.

 

hence, i'm sorry for hurting your feelings, Muhd Taufiq Bin Tajudin. i'm sorry for being the real pain in the arse. i'm the one who is in the wrong, not you. i acted on impulse and didnt think for a fraction of a second about what you'd feel and how hurt you'd be because of my words and actions. it teared me alot when the song "Kau Ilhamku" played on my handphone. Remember? It was the first time i sang to you, the feeling is so vivid i swear i felt it when i heard the song. I remembered how i practice night and day and over the phone with hazim so that i can sing to you on the last day of school. i know i dont have a perfect voice, no perfect intonation, no perfect pitch, but this girl that doesnt have any perfect pitch, perfect voice, and perfect face loves you to till the end of the rainbow- what the heck, more than that. it teared me because ive realized how much we've changed since then, how much we've matured (yet get sillier as days pass). i know i hate butterflies, but i can say that we're similar to them. you should know what i mean. I miss the carefree moments when we'll sing till our throats get sore (like "Someday we'll know") and so many more..i miss the times when we didnt meet for nearly 3 months and our love still stayed strong all thanks to you that never forgot how much i love you and i miss that constant arguements on who gets to decorate which part of the house, how many children we want, what their names should be, how country and flowery  the house should be, what colour car we should get, how the interior should be, etc. do you miss those moments? and the times when we experienced w calling each other "aku kau" because we wanted to know what it felt like. the feeling's magical.

 

Please bring them back.

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Posted By hannah0807 on Jul 17, 2010 at 2:30PM

 

omg i feel like this sometimes. HAHA

and just 2 share w u an interesting piece i found on e internet....

LOOK AT RIHANNA AND AMY WINEHOUSE HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

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coco & chacha

Posted By hannah0807 on Jul 12, 2010 at 9:48PM

coco tengok kereta jalan. hehe. anw see the strawberry shell? i freakin wasted like $6 on it -.- bcos i thought it looked cute but when i surfed e net abt hermits, every website says NO TO PAINTED SHELLS =.= could have bought something better!! ugh. anw, i decided to name it coco because its always hiding with me (but not with tb, which is irritating. hahaha) and its forever at the coconut trees. and is forever climbing!! and loves coconut also. cute kan! HEHEHE.

a close up on coco. she's fairer than chacha. this one is tb's. mine is chacha!!

 

chak! chacha! i call her chacha cos she always walk sideways. i know crabs walk sideways but this is too cute! this one is very shy with tb. forever hiding. but when she's with me...she's very active! tb says she love me more than him . hehehe. anw called her chacha cos her walk reminds me of dance steps. o.o

 

anw they're with me tonight. contemplating whether or not i should bring them for work. i'm worried the kids would crush them to death . seriously. hahahaha. anw. hermits dont like the cold. :(

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2nd year

Posted By hannah0807 on Jul 8, 2010 at 10:09PM

HAPPY SECOND YEAR ANNIVERSARY TAUFIQ SAYANG!!!

I love you to the ends of the earth i swear! who knew we'd last this long? though the past few weeks before our 2nd year was hard, rough, and trebulous, we managed to overcome it didnt we. and now, for that, i love you more than ever. really. brings tears to my eyes to know someone really does care for me, for my well-being. i know you're busy and no doubt i am too. but i'm trying very very hard to try and make time as much as possible. its not easy juggling friends, boyfriend and work at the same time. but i'm coping. because i am surrounded by loving people like u :) so far, today has gone well didnt it? apart from my not so sexy voice due to severe throat inflammation that leaves my voice in a horrendous state ( i mostly shouted when i "talk" because i had to. otherwise no sound would come out =.= sorry sayang if it made u go O_O on me :( ). my life is incomplete without you. its like ferrero without roche, kinder without bueno, kit without kat, Van without Houtten, Her without shey, and ice without cream! *sings* engkaulah permata hatikuuuuuu~~~ hehehe. *slap face*

well today has been amazing! went to the doc's for medicine so i can start singing nursery songs tomorrow. and also an mc. then ate breakfast (sushi) and then headed to Bugis. hehehe. i already promised him i would buy him his braun buffel wallet. so we went to BHG and took like 1/2 hour deciding between 2 wallets -.- his decision was nice..i like. hehe. so i didnt regret buying that buffalo wallet for him tho it burned my pockets :) hehe! so tb was next in pretending to be orang kaya (just now i pretend right, now his turn HEHE). i made a random walk at the perfumes section then this salesman is good at persuading me to buy the Versace Bright Crystal perfume (which i am thankful to him for that) hehe. bought one 100ml and got 2 FREE Versace perfume! it was on sale. HAHAHA! a steal or what. sorry sayang i also burnt your pocket :( well he thinks that spending $ on perfumes are not worth it because its just nice-smelling water. o.o but i', glad he doesnt mind paying! so if we're still together next year..no more shopping together for 3rd yr present ok. lets see how well we think we know each other :P I LOVE YOU TAUFIQ BIN TAJUDIN!

work starts tomorrow.HAHA. :(

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SUPER FUNNY

Posted By hannah0807 on Jul 7, 2010 at 10:58PM

ok this is a little TAK SENONOH but hey theres no harm in having dry humor once in a while right!

zomg. HAHAHHAHA!

HAHAHAHAHA CUTE OR WHAT!

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work has been a prick. not the colleagues..but the MADAME. i dont know how the hell to quit the job so that i can start on the private diploma full time. wanted 2 go poly (only now then i can think straight, fml) but then they said that it would be too late as the next intake is in april 2011. sigh. so obviously the private diploma is the only choice i have. nothing more. what a mistake.....

even if i leave, how can i leave the kids dangling halfway? how can i just go like that? its so stressing to even think about it..

 

to sayang: HAPPY 2ND YEAR IN 1 HOUR AND 3 MINS TIME!!!!!! I LOVE YOU SOOOOO MUCH. WILL POST A PROPER UPDATE BOUT U SOON K. I'M SO THANKFUL TO HAVE U IN MY LIFE :')

“Well that’s what we do, we fight… You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you are a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I’m not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you’re back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing.”
“So what?”
“So, it’s not gonna be easy. It’s gonna be really hard. We’re gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day.”

- The Notebook

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Dusty pics

Posted By hannah0807 on Jul 4, 2010 at 7:42PM

 

 

 

 

 

 

MORE PICS IN FACEBOOK!

Location: Bali 2009

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Posted By hannah0807 on Jul 4, 2010 at 5:49PM

 

My father means the world to me. I'm still so unwilling if he were to go earlier than prepared...i dont know how i'll live. who my father figure will be.

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let the pics do the talkin'

Posted By hannah0807 on Jul 1, 2010 at 11:06PM

 

 

 

 

iffahdina *above pic* no longer in hanis....shes so cute. she was e one that cried when i told her i would no longer be with her.. :'(

 

*above pic* is izzul-deen abdul-azeez. he's half-african. so cool right! and soo adorable. :) <3

 

 

 

PARENT TEACHER CONFERENCE DAY..

 

 

 

the children..are so sweet and adorable <3 there's more where that came from. this is just a handful. haha.

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